Words: , Hymns and Sacred Poems, 1739. Music: St. Petersburg, attributed to , 1825. Alternate tune:
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Charles Wesley’s journal for May 21, 1738, says:
At nine, I began an hymn upon my conversion, but I was persuaded to break off for fear of pride. Mr. Bray, coming encouraged me to proceed in spite of Satan. I prayed Christ to stand by me, and finished the hymn. Upon my afterwards showing it to Mr. Bray, the devil threw in a fiery dart, suggesting that it was wrong, and I had displeased God. My heart sunk within me; when, casting my eye upon a Prayer-book, I met with an answer for him. “Why boastest thou thyself, thou tyrant, that thou canst do mischief?” Upon this, I clearly discerned it was a device of the enemy to keep back glory from God.
The next day, his brother was converted, and Charles wrote in his journal:
Towards ten my brother was brought in triumph by a troop of our friends, and declared “I believe.” We sang the hymn with great joy and parted with prayer.
It’s widely thought this hymn was “Where Shall My Wondering Soul Begin?”
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